My Secret Diary: Entry 2 - How I lost my virginity

I was taught as a muslim woman to hold back and stay for marriage. I stuck to it for a long time, mainly because it wasn't easy to get to know a man and I didn't know the power of seduction. I finished my high school and attending university at UBC was the best move I ever made. It liberated me to have my own schedule and to stay away from home. It lifted all the boundaries and best of all, after I lost my virginity it gave me the freedom to fuck as many guys as possible to discover my size queen side of things. Before we get to that let me tell you how I lost my virginity. 


The first day of the university was very informative. I learned what the rules of engagement were as a university student during frosh week. I found a group of friends that I was able to gel with. People came from different places in the world. Good thing is there were lots of ethnic diversity at university, and later on I went to use that in my life. Even though there was a lot of diversity, my first time was with a hot white guy that befriended during Frosh week. Let's call him Mike. First real date that I went with him was after skipping one of the electives one day. We chilled the whole day and afterwards we went to a bar together. I had my first beer in the bar and I really liked the relaxed atmosphere, everything was mixed and everyone was very open, very different from what I'm used to. I had to hide the beer as I was drinking. I was wearing my hijab and it would have given the wrong impression if I had drinks out in the open. Mike was very much turned on by the idea of taboo.

After a few drinks, Mike asked me to come to his place, he was a little drunk as well. Mike was a very hot, likeable athletic white guy. He was well built and had a very sweet smile, I had my thoughts at the bar on what it would feel if he slowly caresses me and fuck me hard. I was already turned on, and was almost dripping wet and I just couldn't say know because of the way he asked. It could be that I was a little drunk as well. 

I walked over to Mike's apartment with him and it was very romantic as well and it made me extra horny. Once we entered his apartment we sat on his couched first. While sitting on the couch with Mike and I talked for a bit. There was a lot of sexual tension. My whole body was hot and my head was playing the craziest things again. I tried to suppress it since I was a virgin but the temptation was too much.

Suddenly Mike kissed me and I was totally frozen. "Azlina, Is everything okay with you? Was I too pushy?" mike asked me and I looked at him and my feelings were totally overwhelmed. I just looked up at his hot eyes, and kept on kissing him. He grabbed my neck and lay on top of me, my whole body was shaking as this was the first time a man has laid hands on my body. Mike was a well built man and had a nice smell as well. That drove me even more crazy. He laid me on the sofa and grabbed my ass, my whole body was shaking again and I've never been so horny.

"Fuck me" I whispered to him and I felt his hard cock pushing against my pussy and it made me even more horny. I had forgotten that my hijab and abaya was still on. I took off my abaya and he was staring at my body. I was wearing jeans and just a bra underneath. I sat him up and Mike stood right there with his hard cock next to me and forced me to suck him. I grabbed his penis and first rubbed it gently the feeling was overwhelming. My pussy was so wet and started sucking him, I licked his cock and went down to his balls and sucked them off. I sucked off his entire cock and I was loving it. He said "baby, I'm going to fuck you senseless and made me take off my jeans. For a moment I was ashamed to be sitting right next to a guy in my underwear but he didn't care. He almost ripped them off as he took it off of me and started licking pussy. I pushed him on my pussy with his head and moaned loudly.

I was in heaven. This was the first time that a man was licking my pussy. He continued to lick my pussy and put his thumb in my asshole and I kept moaning and screamed "fuck me, Mike! put your cock in my virgin pussy and show me how to feels!". Mike grabbed my neck he wasn't very hard but it made me even more horny. He rubbed his cock on my pussy. I had this warm feeling on my wet pussy. I was so horny and I realize I only wanted one thing .. I wanted to be fucked.

Briefly for a second I was scared as I was about to lose my virginity but before I could think further he stuck his hard cock in my pussy and fucked me. My legs were on his shoulders and I felt his cock penetrate inside me and it felt like I was a new human. "Harder! fuck me harder!", I yelled at him and he pressed his cock in my pussy and continued to fuck me. He took my hijab off my face and put it in my mouth and I moaned loudly and held his well built arms tightly. He stuck his cock out again, I was completely out of breath. I was looking down as he fucked. He cock was a little bloody but still hard, completely wet and creamy. I wanted to switch things up. I leaned down on him and started sucking him again and he pressed my head against his cock until I couldn't breathe and cummed in my mouth.

I have never thought about how sperm tastes, but the slightly salty taste made me addicted, I swallowed his jizz and looked at him, he wondered if he was good and I just kept kissing him, it was wonderful. I ran into the bathroom and washed and looked at the mirror, and my hair was loose I felt slutty but I loved it. I liked being a secret whore and realized it wouldn't be the last time I got to live out my secret slutty side.